Okay, so to tell you the truth I'm fighting the urge to go lay down and take a nap. Naps in my case are a VERY bad idea, because it just invites insomnia come nighttime, something that I have to deal with even with very little sleep. And guess what happens when someone loses a lot of sleep on a regular, ongoing basis? For starters, your perception of things become a bit warped. Yeah. It's true. I mean, sleep deprivation is one of the seven altered states.
At the moment things feel completely 'off' to me. I'll eventually go watch tv, because it's a fabulous distraction when I need one, but I won't say I'm looking forward to it. Why? Well, because I have things to do, and it just feels wrong to sit there staring at the tv set when I could be doing something that would make my day more productive. That is, IF my body would ALLOW me to do something, anything at all but be in a sitting or reclining position; something I'm not particularly fond of, btw.
So this is how it looks when my brain is as tired as my body. No, really. It is. Coherent thought goes right down the toilet, and in its place comes the ramblings of an extremely tired mind. While on one hand it's frustrating for me to not get my point across, to not know where the hell I'm going with any of this, on the other hand.. it's funny as hell. Well, I'll look back on this post on a good day, snicker a little, shake my head, and laugh at the attempt to make some sense. ;p
And this, in effect, dear friends.. is the crap I spew. haha. Hey, if I can laugh about the bad days, then I really think I've got a good chance of surviving the weirdness after all.
...more spewings to come...when my brain is back on board again. ;)
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