Raging Against....?

So I've managed to post in all my blogs today.  How about that?  I've been able to overcome the wreckage I am in the early morning and emerge only somewhat pieced together after about 3-4 cups of coffee.  Can this be any more mundane?  Geez.

Honestly, I would take mundane AND healthy and happy any day of the week.  Mundane and miserable just sucks.  It's not rocket science.

Somehow, some way I need to accommodate my own need within MY life.  This continues to be a major thorn in my side no matter what I do.  I'm surrounded by an epic view, a gorgeous view from the deck, the sunroom, and even the breakfast nook.  The front and back yards here is truly paradise.  What screws up this paradise is what happens within the confines of this house.  Here, where everything doesn't sync properly, where indifference lives, joy dies.