Really? I mean, really?

What a day.  Would be a better day if I wasn't completely taken over by the new meds, AIH, and resulting 'wheverthehellisgoingon' things I'm dealing with.  New symptoms come on board as I go, and dammit if I don't end up completely befuddled as to what's causing them.  Today, nausea rears its ugly head, and honestly.. I've NO idea WTH is going on NOW.  Meds?  Illness?  Anemia returning?  As for the latter, it certainly would make perfect sense given the symptoms.

Just so doggone tired of all of this stuff.  You know?  And, honestly, I'm pretty tired of the voice in my head that is constantly trying to figure out the why's and wherefores of all that's happening.  Well, at least my Rice Crispies aren't talking to me, right?  There's that at least. lol

Okay, so I'm still able to laugh and smile, but it's not easy to do so.  Weak, shaky, nausea, intense lower back pain (which stopped the last time I had IV iron infusions), taste buds about dead, and my tongue is sore.  *sigh* seriously.  What the actual hell?

Drink this, take that, take it with a full meal, don't take it with this or that, take it at this time... omg...

Sitting here looking at my coffee cup, knowing that I'm down 2 cups and afraid to drink anything.  Will it STAY DOWN if I do, is the burning question.

Phooey.

So yeah, I'm doing a lot of complaining today.  I could just not say anything, but my body is complaining and setting off alarms saying something is still wrong, something isn't right at all, there's something else being missed here.

I know it.  My body knows it.  I don't have to say a thing, but it's there just the same.

....going to try another cup of coffee....